It's sad how things have to go on. In a way it is... it's sad to find out once again that people who you thought had shared everything with you actually have played along. Making a face that is better than everything is. For me it feels like betrayal... I don't know if it's fair or not. I've been li . . . (More)

You could read the title in many ways... I'm talking about men... men or boys or.... simply the other gender.Lately I just have the feeling that someone just wants me to be single and all alone. Yes, I get the occasional chance to feel some tenderness, some guys smiling to me, some bringing me out f . . . (More)

Unknowingly he reminded me of something that I had long forgotten or blocked from my memory. He reminded me of what it felt to loose someone, to wish you weren't late, to wish and pray that you wouldn't need to be held guilty for something that you never wanted to happen. He didn't want it, he never . . . (More)

The hot buttons haven't eased off much, have they? Poor thing, you feel like the honey pot in the middle of a swarm of angry bees right at the moment. Everyone has their own issues and no-one seems to be able to see your own feelings are part of the picture. Keep your chin up - this will pass. See, . . . (More)

I found myself obsessing tonight, putting together my little tiny black squares, I found myself going back and fourth in my head... asking myself: "Where the hell is he?" and then thinking to myself: "Why do you do this to yourself?". It's hard to stop myself from thinking about him. This is freaky, . . . (More)

When you're dreaming with a broken heartThen waking up is the hardest partYou roll outta bed and down on your kneesAnd for a moment you can hardly breatheWondering was she really here?Is she standing in my room?No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....When you're dreaming with . . . (More)

I saw you walking down the street last nightI saw him walking by your sideI saw the way he stopped and held you tightI saw the look in your eyesGo on and tell him that you love himGo on and show him he's the oneGo on and give him every sacred thingThat you used to save for usSee if I careLook a . . . (More)

Seems like it's always midnight,Sweeping up broken glass after every fightWith the sound of a trainthat I could've been onReminding me that the last one's gone.With you,It's always midnight.Are you blind?Can't you see me standing herewaiting in line?For you.Are you mine?Not just when you wanna . . . (More)

Last year riiiight about this time I started changing my life. I started being egoistic. I started forming "my-so-called-life". It didn't go down on a certain someone really well... it was quite tough on me too, but it was my first step to being an individual again... in contrary to being a symbioti . . . (More)

I saw a guy today @ the bus station, waiting for my bus, he had an amazing smile and pretty eyes. He smiled at me and I was all taken in a matter of seconds. I think I might have got really shy, at least I hid my eyes quite fast... and then I looked back, more than just once... and he was smiling ev . . . (More)