It's sad how things have to go on. In a way it is... it's sad to find out once again that people who you thought had shared everything with you actually have played along. Making a face that is better than everything is. For me it feels like betrayal... I don't know if it's fair or not. I've been li . . . (More)

I'm trying to find words to explain, what I'm feeling. From one side it's relief, 'cause I don't have to guess any more... guess what his feelings are for me. On the other side, I'm sad... the response I got was definitely not what I expected. I got another "no"... from another man. I'm not giving u . . . (More)

Unknowingly he reminded me of something that I had long forgotten or blocked from my memory. He reminded me of what it felt to loose someone, to wish you weren't late, to wish and pray that you wouldn't need to be held guilty for something that you never wanted to happen. He didn't want it, he never . . . (More)

I saw you walking down the street last nightI saw him walking by your sideI saw the way he stopped and held you tightI saw the look in your eyesGo on and tell him that you love himGo on and show him he's the oneGo on and give him every sacred thingThat you used to save for usSee if I careLook a . . . (More)

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Sooo, I'm back at my crappy mood, whether it's my period or it's simply because I'm pissed off at men.. probably a mix of both. Not feeling well physically and emotionally feels like crap. What's new?I figured out for a second that both of the men in my life are quite convenient and abusing me... wh . . . (More)

So, there are 2 things utterly f* up at the moment:a) The pretty friendship kind of a thing I've had with Mister Insomnia...b) The holiday part together with my dad...The friendship partWell, if someone disappears for a while now, blocks all accounts, goes quiet on you it should tell you something, . . . (More)

Why does Monday come before Tuesday ?Why do summers start in June ?Why do winters come too soon ?Why do people fall in love,When they're always breaking up ?Oh why ?Why do we love if love will die ?Why does Wednesday come after Tuesday ?Why do flowers come in May ?Why does springtime go away ?Why do . . . (More)

Out the door, out of my life... only the cat stayed behind.

Take it easy on yourselfTake it easy on yourselfThe silent sounds of yesterdayThe ghost of you dancing in the hallwayLunar to baseLets get this onThe kids have gone mad, they've been insane all along.Forever May You RunDon't deserve to get lostSoon come the waves will stopThe still of the nightSilho . . . (More)