Good times for a changeSee, the luck I've hadCan make a good manTurn badSo please please pleaseLet me, let me, let meLet me get what I wantThis timeHaven't had a dream in a long timeSee, the life I've hadCan make a good man badSo for once in my lifeLet me get what I wantLord knows, it would be the f . . . (More)

It's sad how things have to go on. In a way it is... it's sad to find out once again that people who you thought had shared everything with you actually have played along. Making a face that is better than everything is. For me it feels like betrayal... I don't know if it's fair or not. I've been li . . . (More)

I'm trying to find words to explain, what I'm feeling. From one side it's relief, 'cause I don't have to guess any more... guess what his feelings are for me. On the other side, I'm sad... the response I got was definitely not what I expected. I got another "no"... from another man. I'm not giving u . . . (More)

Unknowingly he reminded me of something that I had long forgotten or blocked from my memory. He reminded me of what it felt to loose someone, to wish you weren't late, to wish and pray that you wouldn't need to be held guilty for something that you never wanted to happen. He didn't want it, he never . . . (More)

Every day I think of him and what we could of beenI've craved his touch day and night since I was a teen.I know he feels the same as me, regret, pain and sorrow,and now I can not wait to feel the lust we share tomorrow.For he is in the shadows of every corner that I turnbegging me to be with him and . . . (More)

The hot buttons haven't eased off much, have they? Poor thing, you feel like the honey pot in the middle of a swarm of angry bees right at the moment. Everyone has their own issues and no-one seems to be able to see your own feelings are part of the picture. Keep your chin up - this will pass. See, . . . (More)

Kikivarvukil ma sulle kaissu poenVaikselt, hästi tasa, teen paiJa läbi akna öösel tähti loenJa võrdlen, kes neist säravaimMa hinge kinni hoides kuulatansu rahulikku hingamise rütmiKuidas süda vaikselt tuksub rinnusja juuksetukk ses öös võbelebJa kui ka hetkeks suigatanMa kontrollimiseks ärkan tihtiT . . . (More)

The falling sky grows darker every day.And moonlight fading as you walk away.And all the roads that lead me to your hearthave gone astrayMy hands are tied behind my back,and I'm weakened by, your slow attack,you take me in, then change your mind again.Your spinning wheel wont lead me to your view,an . . . (More)

I found this in a folder, hidden inside my other computer... I hardly ever go around it, but since it's sitting in the office, I thought why not explore, what's in it tonight... and thia is what I found:Things I like:Drinking a tea on a dark and dim, cold and rainy evening, at homeWatching moviesThe . . . (More)

Come and see meSing me to sleepCome and free meOr hold me if i need to weepOr maybe it's not the seasonOr maybe it's not the yearOr maybe there's no good reasonWhy i'm locked up insideJust cause they wanna hide meThe moon goes brightThe darker they make my nightUnplayed pianosAre often by a win . . . (More)