I'm all broken down, I'm so polar that I can't sort myself out. There's no center for me, I'm either on one side or another one. There's no sense of stability, no center of security. And I need security. I just don't know, what is my security. I'm broken, scattered into pieces and hurt. No obvious r . . . (More)

It's sad how things have to go on. In a way it is... it's sad to find out once again that people who you thought had shared everything with you actually have played along. Making a face that is better than everything is. For me it feels like betrayal... I don't know if it's fair or not. I've been li . . . (More)

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The hot buttons haven't eased off much, have they? Poor thing, you feel like the honey pot in the middle of a swarm of angry bees right at the moment. Everyone has their own issues and no-one seems to be able to see your own feelings are part of the picture. Keep your chin up - this will pass. See, . . . (More)

You can spend your whole life buildingSomething from nothin'One storm can come and blow it all awayBuild it anywayYou can chase a dreamThat seems so out of reachAnd you know it might not ever come your wayDream it anywayGod is greatBut sometimes life ain't goodAnd when I prayIt doesn't always t . . . (More)

I found this in a folder, hidden inside my other computer... I hardly ever go around it, but since it's sitting in the office, I thought why not explore, what's in it tonight... and thia is what I found:Things I like:Drinking a tea on a dark and dim, cold and rainy evening, at homeWatching moviesThe . . . (More)

This gettin up early, pulling double shifts,Gonna make an old man of me long before I ever get rich.But I'm tryinIt's been two years since we've finalized,I still ain't used to puttin ex in front of wife.But I'm tryin.Send more money right away, is pretty much all she has to say when sheCalls these . . . (More)

Once in a lifetimeYou'll open up your heartMaybe once in your lifetimeYou'll swear to never be apartYou think your love's on solid groundThen out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' downWho's gonna hold me tonightWhen I'm feeling lonelyWho's gonna show me the light'Cause I need to knowWith all the th . . . (More)

I stood there tryin' to find my nerveWondering if a single soul on EarthWould care at allMiss me when I'm goneThat old man just kept hanging aroundLookin' at me, lookin' downI think he recognizedThat look in my eyesStanding with him there I felt ashamedI said, You know, I haven't always felt this wa . . . (More)

I have enough of all this tensionDon't you know I'm worried sickNow I'm in the right dimensionNo escape who does the trickI hear my heart is on rotationcause all the people take their cutAnd I can better stand a minuteSo I just keep my wide eyes shutLet it go before it kills youLet it fall and the f . . . (More)